I lost my heart, where can I find love?

It was sad to hear about that bad news two days ago.

Thursday, yeah.. I felt that I was having a really bad day ever..

First, I came late to school..

Second, after I couldn't put my finger inside AFIS, so I decided to use two machines, and you know what?? They both were worked, and yea, first print is for our arrival, and the second we can only do when we finish school time. Stupid me... So, it same that I only two second long in school. huh, jerk!

3rd, someone stole my seat in front of the class.

4th, I forgot to give my assignment for history subject.

And the fifth, it was happened in English class, I did really shocked at the time when my mom called me. She told that, grand ma passed away.

With a puzzled look, I can't believe my ears.

It might some errors or I was just having my daydreaming.

But it was true guys, I confused.

I wanted to cry, but I can't. I wanted to laugh at my bad day, but it was hurt.

After a long time, I decided to go home at English class.

I had nothing in my mind, just can't believe this thing would happen.

Grand Ma is one who really love me just the way I am.

She protecs me, since I was a little. and ... and...

Sorry I am cryin' ............................................................................... huh..

I keep on trying to tell my self that it is really true.

Jealously, everybody cried, but not me.

I envy them. Cause, they just cry once, even for a long time with a noisy voice.

But me, I always cries when I see her photo, visit her beauty nice home, talk about her.

Anyway, I'll not regret myself.

She will always stay in my deepest heart, altough there is no more love inside my heart.

I'll love you always Grand Ma.

Now you should rest in peace for this long time,

I may can't see you here,

but there you may could watch on me..

As Grand Pa had promissed, you two would be a loyal couple there..

In Heaven... Forever :))